Ouch...that hurts!

Whatever You're Doing - by Sanctus Real

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

(Chorus)Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...To...

(Chorus)

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears
Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos
but I believe You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This is something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly
It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out

It's so amazing how I can say to everyone else that they just need to trust God. Trust God. He loves you and will NOT do things for your harm. Why is that when stuff God does in me starts to feel bad, I begin to distrust Him? I know He's there. He says He's there and loves me. He's not going to allow me to be in situations He's not allowed. Why is it so easy to lose that trust when life seems blurry, unclear, or just plain hurts?

God, help me with my unbelief!